I am somehow lost for the time being.. wondering which path to turn to.. for the next phase, next chapter of my life.

I m one who dislike changes in life, dislike adapting to new environment.new people.. but all these r inevitable in life la~ so, "NO CHOICE" is the thing. I dare not make any decisions yet, as in course of study, or type of job.. cuz i m too fickle-minded, losing interest in things too fast.

I m too dependent on people.. too afraid of being alone.. i've yet to eat alone outside, but something i hope i wun hav to go thro.. haha. I like to ask people for comments.. about anything~

But i m learning and becoming alil more independent.. never thought of me sending resumes, looking for job.. hahha. lame rite. but thats wat me n jeanie were thinking of. Laziness and not independent enough are words to describe us.. but, nobody wans to employ us yet.. sent afew resumes.. althou we both pray hard that nobody will call us for interview cuz WE HATE INTERVIEWS.. but we still hope they call cuz din wan our effort go to waste.. contradicting eh? i know. haha

Most of my poly clique are working alrdy.. so sian. i m soOoo free on weekdays now.. cuz they r soOoo busy on weekdays.. ahhhh...

So messed up now.. so for the time being, continue to slack, coffee, tv, online, enjoy.. until i noe what and where i wan to move on to.. L.O.S.T