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Dislike changes. Yet, its inevitable in life.

Dislike making decisions. Maybe, life over the past 20yrs has been smooth, everything went as planned, not needing me to bother anything abt it. Perhaps its part of growing up.. time to make own decision, time to make own plan, no longer can be too dependent on others. It's hard for me. Hate it. But still needa go thro.

Easily bothered by things nowadays. Small things too. Probably i magnify the "problems" surrounding me. What to do, just too use to depending on ppl ard me. Of cuz, being 21, i still can afford to be dependent, but somehow, deep inside i juz wan to try. Juz a matter of time, isnt it. Sick. However, little things that my dear friends do / say will just make my day.

As many agrees to it, simple life is hard to achieve. It seems a luxury to me.



By the way, side track abit..

To a person who only knows how to say ppl but does not know how to reflect on himself: " STOP discussing abt us, i don't need a stranger/outsider to discuss abt my private life" - sounds familiar? If so, then pls apply it on urself too. Make sense? Jerk.
I know "U" wldnt chance upon this, juz for me to vent out a little. Thou' how much i wish to tell u str8 in ur freakin mousey face!
Yes, i dislike u.