Photos freezed the moments that will never occur again.. only there & then.

And I love keeping & looking back at photos, especially the meaningful ones...

I've grown to appreciate what film photography can offer us, comparing to our modern digital technology. More feel, emotion, touch... etc etc. I can't explain well.. feel it for yourself if you have the chance. B&W has the greatest characteristic, my humble opinion. =) It is just... so different.

Oh ya, did I mentioned I actually had a darkroom "lesson" couple of weeks ago? And yes. I self-developed my roll of film, from picking the film out of the canister in the dark-bag, to rolling it in the container, to mixing the developer chemicals, and to hanging it to dry!! hehe. I've not attended any art school so this is something new to me. Tedious but fun, I would say. - Lesson taught by the "know-it-all" bf.

Anyway, I'm still in guilt for the missing roll of B&W film, resulted from an excessive intake of champagne & wine. I'm still in guilt because the content it held meant so so so much to me.. moments which I can never rewind, and retake, ever again. Stupid me. For the 1x62xx6xtimes I'm saying, I quit social drinking, excessively.

I'm sorry honey. I blame myself.